Most people don’t understand the love that we have for all our asian celebrities, obsessive, crazy infatuation they call it. Short lived, childish and unrealistic. I understand their point of view, however, love is not a feeling to be ashamed of. I don’t even know if it’s love, I like them A LOT. I care about them, I think about them, I imagine, my dreams and hopes are about them. Unrealistic they might be, but dreaming isn’t a sin.
And even though, I can’t be their girlfriend, or their best friend, or even, I won’t ever get the chance to have a conversation with them - I promise I will never forget those hopes and dreams they have given me, the happiness and the smiles and strength that has made me the person today.
And I promise, that one day. I will meet them, I will see them with my own eyes, and by then, I will have made myself a beautiful person, glowing with confidence and happiness that by then I can thank them properly for everything they have given me, and that I’m sure they’ll notice me, remember me, even for a second, and that’s enough for me.






